Day 7 reminds me that I can live without him and also a reminder that winter break is most definitely complete.
I almost want to say something I regretted but no, I soaked in my lazy, I went for long walks with my best friend, scoured the Seattle public library for Amish fiction and I drew until four in the morning.
I regret none of it and I almost miss it. There is glamour and absolute madness in working from home and got myself involved on a video game project.
Including Myself in events when no one has invited me too because if I didn't I would never go and most of my friends are just starting their nerd journey.
Truly, I am peopled out. On top of the need for solitude I found myself at four separate holiday functions which was a tremendous amount of fun and coordination . Many bus routes, gas pumps and hours later I was thrust into the party laughing and meeting people I've met before and not remembering their names not because I didn't want to but because my brain somehow refuses to .
I think I honestly spent plenty of time on my own, however, I didn't get myself to a spa like I wish I had. That would of kicked it off perfectly. My mind is thoroughly des tressed which has totally helped me physically , no more emergency target runs.
I finally got the app for my phone so I have no excuse not to blog and to enter this new year unafraid of beginning something new.
Things come in threes, I broke my head phones got sick and called out of work on Monday but my contract has expanded to April.
I needed this news!
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