I've had the time of my life

There are days when inspiration hits you like a bolt of lightning on the tip of your metaphorical penis, your hand fumbles for a pen or a keyboard and the words just Pour out however, today was not one of those days.

I stumbled over my words, scrolled, refreshed and laid my cheek on my fist truly bored.i think I'm there, loving my job and seeing the expiration date inked in. Much like ink however, it's temporary and I don't know if it will stick. That fear sat in my stomach, despite a night of certain fun it sat in the back of my mind. Staring at the beautiful faces of coworkers present and past I wondered when I too, would move on to greener pastures.

Even as I write this I have never been so openly accepted as I did at this job since the 7th grade? 

What do you do when a job offers growth but your current environment is wonderful ? I mean I haven't gotten the job yet but my stomach tells me I'm a shoe in. 

As a person who loves commitment it's hard to let go.

I can't tell anyone yet but I'm sure they'll figure it out.These testers are precious to me.